

Īn investigation into her suicide was covered in the Audible series The Last Days of August by Jon Ronson after her husband, Kevin Moore, encouraged Ronson and his producer to look into the cyberbullying that he claimed had led to Ames's death. Close friends stated that cyberbullying led to her suicide. Upon her autopsy, toxicology results revealed that she had cocaine, marijuana, the antidepressant Sertraline (Zoloft), and the anxiolytic Alprazolam (Xanax) in her system at her time of death. Her death was ruled a suicide due to asphyxia by hanging by the Ventura County Medical Examiner's Office. On 5 December 2017, two days after her tweet, Ames was found dead in a park in Camarillo, California, at the age of 23. Ames, who was bisexual, defended her right to exercise her sexual autonomy in a subsequent tweet. Jaxton Wheeler, a pansexual performer, demanded that Ames apologize or take a cyanide pill, which he later said he regretted. The tweet drew criticism and abuse from social media users. On 3 December 2017, Ames wrote on Twitter: In December 2017, Ames was due to perform in a pornographic scene, but withdrew when she learned that the co-star was a man who had appeared in gay pornography. Weeks prior to her death, Ames said that she had a history of bipolar depressive disorder and dissociative identity disorder (multiple personality) due to a traumatic childhood, stating: "Some days I'll be fine and if I'm not doing anything I'll get these awful flashbacks of my childhood and I get very depressed and I can't get out of bed and cancel my scenes for like a week or two." Death Personal life Īmes married Kevin Moore, a pornography producer and director for Evil Angel. In 2016, she appeared in the non-pornographic film Model for Murder: The Centerfold Killer. She was nominated for four AVN Awards in her lifetime, including three nominations for Female Performer of the Year. She performed in over 270 films, including productions by companies such as Brazzers, Elegant Angel, Evil Angel, Girlfriends Films, Jules Jordan Video, New Sensations and Sweetheart Video. Career Īmes's career as a pornographic actress began at the age of 19, in November 2013.

In her early years, she worked as a nanny, animal-assisted aide, and horseback trainer. Ames alleged that she was routinely sexually molested by her paternal grandfather as a child, but her father refused to believe her and at 12 years old she was sent to live in a group home. Īmes's mother suffered from bipolar disorder. Both her parents were in the army and she spent her early years as a military brat, including a number of years living beside Canadian Forces Base Petawawa. She was of Polish ancestry and was also one-quarter African-American. She grew up in Petawawa, Ontario, and later lived in Colorado Springs, Colorado. Ames was born Mercedes Grabowski in Antigonish, Nova Scotia, on 23 August 1994.
